Skylar

As you lay in God's arms I pray you may never know this feeling that is pain. 

I have waited nine months to hold you and when I finally got the chance to do so within minutes I have lost you.

Skylar, my princess Skylar, your mother and I miss you so much,

I cry each night asking God why? Why couldn't he take me, why take the apple of my eye.

You never even got a proper chance; you never got to experience the unconditional love that is your mother and I. I had dreams of you and I but now the memories serves to haunt me. I had dreams of you crawling into to the room reaching out for me to pick you up and hold you, to rest you on my chest, to hold you while you slept. Your mother she misses you so much I fear she may never recover. It hurts that we will never get to see you grow we will never get to witness the woman you would have been. As your mother and I sit in the park with tears running down our cheeks, I watch the other kids run around and giggle knowing that I will never get to pick you up when you fall, or to bandage your little scrapes while your mother kisses the pain away. The nights hurt the most because we won’t get our goodnight kisses. We won’t get to laugh as you try to wear your mothers make up and walk around in her heels. I will never get to threaten the guy that asks you to be his wife. I won’t know what it's like to walk you down the isle, knowing that I would cry tears of joy as I give you away. Skylar your mother and I wonders how heaven is treating you, I hope your behaving and not giving God a hard time. I wish you can speak to us, or send us letters, telling us how great heaven is and how you can’t wait for us to join you. Skylar your mother and I long to hear you say "I LOVE YOU MOMMY AND I LOVE YOU DADDY” We love you Skylar and though you're not here you will always be daddy's princess. Until we meet again My love My child..