Hey Jesus

Hey Jesus, its been a while,
I know you have been calling me for quite some time,
I've answered your call many times I was just too frighten to say a word,
I've even called back a few times, I was scared to say anything when you answered,

Hey Jesus, I wonder what your voice sounds like,
I've been meaning to ask, have you been the one walking with me,
Why do I cry for you but when you come to wipe my tears away I turn my back to you,

Hey Jesus, why do you put up with me,
I'm not worthy, all I've ever done was spit in your face and deny your name,
When I was alone and afraid where you the one comforting me,
Its still hard to wrap my head around that you died specifically for me,

Hey Jesus, I promise to talk to you real soon,
maybe you will come down and play catch with me,
when I look up to see you do you look down to see me,
when my time comes will you hold me like a father holds his child,

            Hey Jesus, I Love you,
                               And i know you Love me too.