Broken

                                 I AM A BROKEN MAN

The heavens they smile upon you, they smile upon your beauty your grace the way you move in such majestic ways.

Who am I,Who am I but the guy that cries, who am i but the guy that tries

You are an angel and i am a common man, but with a touch from you i can see the gods and the way they smile on you

I am a broken man, a hurting man, i am a lost man, i am a man who seeks to find his peace

you are an angel one that i have made fallen and i pray God gives me strength to write the wrongs and to take you back to where you belong

I am a man with out an heart trying to keep my self alive I am not a man i am a dog without honor

i lost my grace trying to protect you and save face

I am a man who has abused drugs, i am a man who has marked my self with a tattoo to erase memories of you   the man that i am

I have been threw enough hell to know that i will die for my own sins but i pray that i will also die for yours

Who am i but a man who lost the best thing i had

                                     SOMEBODY  HELP ME
Because i am a man a man with many flaws and a man who has scars and tattoos on his body and is willing to say goodbye to everybody

She was the sun i fear never to rise again

I am a man.
                                                 I AM A BROKEN MAN





***** In this poem there is a message one you will find if you read between the lines*****

Chip

Hey there old chip, looking so slick

play that song Mr slick rick,

step on a banana and you might slip

so you better get a grip Mr slick rick

so go on have a hissy fit and flip 

skip school and end up on a strip

or go strip on a ship :)

(hahaha cheeky)

Lost You

Was it fear why I never held on to you, or was it the ignorance of youth
I lost you when i had you, i sought pleasures before i sought you
Regrets consume me it eats at my mind, to know i could be waking up to you
Lonely is my bed for its meant for two but its only me and not you

I wake each morning hoping to see you,
to see a smile a to see a nose to see your eyes
to see the face that fills the empty space

Was I such a fool, how could I not see the best thing for me was you
I lost you when i had you, I sought pleasures before i sought you
I say empty prayers as half my pillows are filled with empty tears
how can I be free if your not standing next to me
If only i knew loosing you meant loosing me

I wake each morning hoping to see you,
to see a smile a to see a nose to see your eyes
to see the face that fills the empty space

Was it not you God that made things in two, was she not a promise from you
Regrets consume me it eats at my soul, to know i could be waking up to you 
If temptations didn't exist i wouldn't have been tempted from you
I only blame me for loosing you, I only blame me for loosing you
If only i can tell you i love you.. ohh to see heavy heart lifted

I wake each morning hoping to see you,
to see a smile a to see a nose to see your eyes
to see the face that fills the empty space


If only i can tell you i love you,..ohh to see heavy heart lifted

Weary Traveler

Oo weary traveler come with me to the cave of allegory

follow me to the place were slaves are set free 

find voice and speak heavy thoughts 

for your slumber mind shall not be distraught

Oo weary traveler come with me to the cave of allegory

follow me to the place where free men have become enslaved

find tongue unless you have been depraved 

for once you know the knowledge you can never leave the cave

Oo weary traveler follow me as we leave the cave of allegory

you have seen the truth and now have dominion over your thoughts

spread wings like eagle and set sights beyond the clouds  

search the sky like the astronauts,

Oo weary traveler never follow me to the cave of allegory 

 unless you wish to never be free..........

***** To better Understand*****

the cave of allegory or the allegory of the cave is taken from the Greek Philosopher Plato

The Allegory is related to Plato's Theory of Forms, according to which the "Forms" (or "Ideas"), and not the material world of change known to us through sensation, possess the highest and most fundamental kind of reality. Only knowledge of the Forms constitutes real knowledge.[1] In addition, the Allegory of the Cave is an attempt to explain the philosopher's place in society: to attempt to enlighten the "prisoners".

Cancer

She shows tremendous strength even tho the cancer is killing her i wish i was as strong as her weak heart, i pray you will recover my soul weeps for your failing strength, why are you drying my tears i should be drying yours. i am sorry i am so fragile hold on please hold on do not giving to death don't tell me you time has come i still believe you will overcome this. Please i'm begging don't give up if you die i will surely die, please dry the tears from your eye. you told me to open my eyes and my arms and embrace all that love has to offer now i'm looking at you dying in front of me how can i recover please tell me how can i embrace what is taking you away from me. this disease will pass please just don't give up yet i will stop shedding these tears when you stop shedding yours. God when will this end she needs to be free she is aching her body is failing please stop this hurting she is loosing the joy out of her eyes why her, what good can come from this Why??? 

Moment

You give the heart reason to beat. you give me reason to breathe. hold my hands rest your head upon my breast. Speak not and let the sounds of the night treat us to a dance. let the stars be our light and let the gentle breeze and the soothing whistle of the trees be our music. hold me close let our hearts beat in unison. focus wondering eyes and put them to mine search my eyes till you find my soul and i shall search yours till we become whole.

Road

One road the only road that will ever matter is the road we travel on our own. The road changes like the seasons. the philosophers & poets of past has left us guides in there work, they instruct us on what to expect on these roads: love, happiness, betrayal, forgiveness, and peace, companion ones true self. but I fear I have lost my guide before I have ever really read it. I take to my road once more stumbling and tripping. learning as i go each mistake, each lesson, each change I will record I will add it to my guide. the guide i shall use to make the journey of my child that much easier when they are presented with opportunity to walk there own road. A road i will take no more for my road will end.